2003-10-30 - 3:43 a.m.

What I did today (sarcastic "yay"):

I got up and went to RHDD to get some required shots for the job and my med training. I got three lollypops, so t'sall gude on that front.

I had to part with DAY at either 2 or 3pm; I can't remember which now. I felt this eerie feeling at the pit of my stomach with a twinge of sadness. I think that's what people feel when they miss someone. ....kinda frightening, to be honest. I just realized that I've been trying to fight attatchment because loss hurts enough without it, but I think I'm losing, regardless. I don't know if that's good or bad. The logic in me warns, "Danger, danger", while the...uh...spiritual(?) part of me is basting in it. *sigh* gotta love those inner conflicts, huh? {P.S., don't read too much into that, folks.}

Brian and I went to go see the new Chainsaw movie. It was...ok, at best. Not all it's hyped up to be. Though, hardly anything seems to be to me these days. Someday I'll see a flick like that and be able to say, "Yeah, they pretty much did all they could in that situation", rather than, "Here's one of the 37 ways I can think of that I would've used to save my ass". meh.

Josh came over and we hung for a while before going to WallyWorld to kill time. ...Josh bought some games and we were all going to go to Josh's to play 'em. I decided that I should get some sleep since I've gotta be at work at 8am (and probably shouldn't be up typing this right now) and am going to be out all night/morning tomorrow(technically later today)/Friday morning. {going to Athens to see the midnight showing of the RHPS - yay!}
.....annnnnnnd to bed I go.
G'night, all.

*blows kiss to DAY*

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