2003-09-27 - 11:29 p.m.

Well...here I am...

It's been quite a while since I've written in this stupid thing. Mayhaps 'tis time I did now.
I suppose I'll start with the basics. If it's been a really long-ass time since you've had any contact with or gathered information on me: I live on 3rd street now; in an apartment with mah gude bud, Brian. You'll have a helluva time trying to get ahold of me via any direct means (i.e. telephone and just showing up), because I have two full-time jobs. I work at R.H.D.D., Inc. and at Damons. The sad part is, somehow, I still manage to be pretty much flat broke. See, all that extra money is only making it so that I now can live the way I had been, just legally (I mean, of course I've had insurance and tags and licenses...). yeeaaaah
Anyhoozle; Being so busy all the time has made it nearly impossible to have any kind of a social life or a well-defined sleep pattern. Not to mention (side note: what's the point in starting out a sentence, "not to mention", when it's a well known fact that what immediately follows is whatever it is that's not to be mentioned?), finding time to pay bills, housework, taking care of the pets, organizing this shithole, etc. I'm getting to a point in my life where I'm starting to not give a shite anymore. Yet, I continue just in case I ever eventually do again. I just don't wanna get stuck with THIS being my life. While it is cool in many ways, it frightens me that I have a job with sick days, paid vacation, life insurance, and a 401k. ...that's the kinda stuff that goes along with a "this is what I want to be" kinda' job. ...This is not what I want to be.

Well, I'm getting tired of sitting here b*+ch*ng to myself. So, ah'm gonna end this for now.

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